“It is a miracle I got here out alive.”

In December of final yr, musician FKA Twigs filed a lawsuit in opposition to her former associate, Shia LaBeouf, and alleged that he abused her and contaminated her with an STD.

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And in a brand new interview with Elle, the 33-year-old opened up additional.

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Twigs mentioned that Shia began retaining a gun of their bed room in November 2018, and that she was scared to make use of the toilet at night time in case he mistook her for an intruder and shot her. She despatched an image of the weapon to her supervisor. “I believed to myself, ‘If he shoots me, after which if there may be some form of investigation, they are going to put the items collectively. I would like to depart little clues.'”

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She recalled him continuously waking her up at four a.m. with random accusations, like that she was masturbating or plotting her escape from him. Ultimately, she mentioned he compelled her to sleep bare each night time. “I used to be very intimidated residing with him. He had a gun by the aspect of the mattress and was erratic. [I never knew what would] make him offended with me.”

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She mentioned that Shia shamelessly bragged about taking pictures stray canines as a result of it helped him “get into character” for his position in The Tax Collector.

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“I mentioned to him, ‘That’s actually dangerous. Why are you doing that?’ And he was like, ‘As a result of I take my artwork severely. You’re not supporting me in my artwork. That is what I do. It’s totally different from singing. I don’t simply stand up on a stage and do a couple of strikes. I’m within the character.'”

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The musician additionally recalled changing into deeply alienated from family and friends as a consequence of Shia’s jealousy.

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“One time, he heard me laughing on FaceTime with my buddy. He got here in and had an enormous argument with me as a result of he mentioned he doesn’t make me snicker like that. So then I needed to disguise laughing with my pals. It’s [about] isolation, so I don’t speak to my pals. He hated that I had an expertise to myself [with] one thing that didn’t contain him, a reminiscence that gave me pleasure. He made me really feel like I wasn’t allowed pleasure, principally. That’s what it boils all the way down to: I wasn’t allowed pleasure except it immediately revolved round him.”

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In January of 2019, the couple traveled to Sundance to advertise their movie, Honey Boy. Twigs recalled reaching out for assist, however not receiving any. “There [were] individuals who have labored with Shia that I overtly spoke to in regards to the abuse that I used to be going by way of. The response that I acquired [from his team] was just about, ‘Okay. Properly, it’s Sundance.'”

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“I used to be genuinely made to really feel that Honey Boy was extra necessary than my bodily and emotional well-being,” she mentioned. “At what level does Hollywood cease taking a look at cash and begin taking a look at folks’s security?”

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“It is a miracle I got here out alive.”

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You’ll be able to learn the complete Elle interview right here.

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